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Right now, I'm currently in the 8th grade at Oak Mountain Middle School. Yeah. I really don't know what to say. Um. I'm living with my grandparents because my parents just divorced. My parents at the time were having financial problems and they were always getting into fusses and my mom couldn't take the stress anymore and my dad couldn't put up with her spending so much money so she just decided to leave him. So my mom moved in with my rich grandparents during the summer between my 6th and 7th Grade year of school. I stayed with my dad for half the year of 7th grade, then I couldn't take it living like that. So I moved up with my grandparents and my mother.
My mother still haves problems with depression and stress and stuff because my grandparents are always jumping down her throat. My grandparents both expect me and my mother to be perfect. It's not are fault that they have been perfect all of their lives and we are just normal people trying to make a living. My mother finally decided to get off of her ass and to make something of herself - or try to make something of herself - and she started going to school. She is now attending at community college trying to get her degree in an auto mechanic. My mom is like really big into cars, speed, and etc.
Now changing the subject - which I do that alot - back to my grandparents, and the thing about them expecting us to be perfect, one of the things they expect us to do is to go to church every service. I know that church is important - or something that is good for you, not important to some peoples lives - but I would like to have a social life. I hardly ever get to do anything with my friends - either because my mother don't have any money, or my grandparents are lieing out of their ass telling me that they don't have money. I would really like to start doing things with my friends because I want to get away from all the rucus. So since I have missed a couple of church services, the have started jumping down my throat, and I just sit there like they some freakin' retards - which, if you are reading this as an adult, I know that you are probably thinking that I need to have more respect for my adults...Well I have something coming for you...For you to get respect from me, you gotta earn it...I don't care whether your an adult or not. Anyways, so I get yelled at and here lately I have been getting stressed out. And since I have been getting stressed out, my grades have been falling, and therefore they start yelling at me some more. So I'm kind of SOL - if you don't know what that means, it means Shit Out of Luck. So I'm kind of stuck. So that is why I have been wanting to get away from home, and they just don't get it.
Ok. So school. Lets talk about that. My grades have been falling since the 7th grade - or ever since all this shit between my parents have been starting. I haven't been able to take it on. I've been hanging out with the wrong kind of friends, saying the wrong kind of stuff, getting my self into stuff that I shouldn't be doing, and such things. I don't know. It is just a sucky situation.
All in all, I wish that everything would be solved somehow because I'm just sick of dealing with all of it. I can't really take it anymore. I can't wait until my mother gets out of school. - if she ever does - so that we can get out of the hell cell. I just wish that something big would change in my life, something that would make my life worth me staying alive for. Something that would change my life around to have a good life and not one that sucks everyday.
Well I guess that I will stop now instead of boring you with my life story. There is tones more to my life, I just really don't want to say on here because I just don't want certain people to find out about it so I won't type it because no telling who is reading this right now. So I guess that I will talk to youz later. Cyaz

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